Theres little left
for me to say
you arent looking
for a fun pastime
im the worthless creature
who stole your time
please stop begging
ill leave this time
nothing matters
not any more
and no one listens
its only scorn
i have no time
for more than this
im losing out
im calling quits
and you cant tell me anything
because you never cared
not once
did you ring
im losing steam
and wishing
covid didnt leave me injured
but without suffering
….
no one cares anyway, so it doesnt matter that im gonna just ignore this for a while. im tired of trying. and theres nothing i can say further to make anyone care about me.
you cant even do little things to make my life better.
why would i think youd want me around for anything?
Life is horrible. People showed their colors. Believe in that. And realize how much they literally hate my existence. Why does everyone wish my death? Why does death sound like the better option?
I’m done offering my everything to people who hate my existence. That was my decision at two. And every time I decide that can’t be the truth, everyone proves it is.
Go away. I’m done with your hate.
Cat Hartliebe 